Revelations

Sometimes I ask if, somewhere in the past of my life, I had failed. I ask if someone else had taken my destiny. But I don't want to think about it anymore. I just want to receive what I am able to do NOW.
Give my sword back. I am a new man, and everything will change. I want to be choosen again. And I pray for forgiveness, I am only 35. I know that I am not as young as I was, but I still have my youth. And I will have it for, at least, 9 years more - 44.
I want to be the one again. Lord bless my friend who has been choosen to be the one. But give to my name, the honour of your tribe. I don't matter if I will be the second. I just want to be choosen again.
May the Force be with us.